You pray you don’t get crushed as they all get dumped on you at once.

Guy and I broke up on Friday, it kind of came out of the blue as a result of his job situation and being sent out of the country. We’re friends that want to be married but can’t under the current situation, and I’m just trying to figure out how to deal with that. Unfortunately I think it might mean medications for me because the last time I slept was Thursday night and I can’t seem to do anything but cry when laying down and I still can’t seem to pass out.

I know I was planning on talking about the trip to visit my sister, but I’ll have to see if I can still muster up the strength.